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            her a letter from Brad, individually, which talked about
            the type of person he knew she would be, to work hard,
            study hard, live life with integrity and also talked about
            how  the  right  man  would  treat  her.    Christie  realized
            that merely hanging  out with older boys  would not
            make her loved nor accepted.  She decided to take an
            art class.  She also read letters from her mom and feels
            less anger towards both of her parents.  Things are not
            perfect,  but  they  are  OK,  considering  everything  this
            family went through.



            Eva establishes a connection with her kids
            when she has the chance:

            Paolo and Eva love being parents.  Eva lovingly fills out
            baby books and they  start saving some  money for a
            college fund for their twins Maria and  Bella.  They are
            the picture of happiness.  Suddenly, when the twins are
            18,  Eva’s  mom  dies.  Eva  never  emotionally  recovers.
            She is distant towards Paolo, distant with her kids and is
            even surprised herself about how she feels  so vacant

            and empty inside.  She feels she has nothing left to give
            and she cannot even believe she feels this way.  Paolo
            urges her to get therapy and she finally agrees.  In the
            meantime,  her  girls  feel  surprised  and  upset  because
            they are getting ready to go to college in two different
            cities and feel alone, scared and now uneasy because
            their mom is just not the same.




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